After a week off a school... this week with school has seemed like forever and a day!
Summer vacation anyone!?!? I am thinking yes!

But wait... if summer vacation is near then that means my junior year is almost over... which then means I am headed into my senior year... which then means that graduation is right around the corner... which means I will become a "big person" in the "real world"...
I like to compare it to when I moved from Sunday school to "big people" church... this is a HUGE step!

After all this realization came about... I got nervous... understandable right? So I decided that instead of focusing on all the unknown and scary "big people" things that are ahead of people... I should first take a look back. So I would say for the most part... this week has been a week down memory lane...

Lets take a look...

Fifth Grade. My "Prime" Time. not

Proud Eighth Grade 'Graduate'

Freshmen Football anyone?

Sophomore "Pregame" for Football

Junior Summer

Homecoming

Graduation of 2008...
that was just yesterday right?

19th Birthday Dinner

Sophomore Year

Junior Year

Three weeks ago.

 It is crazy to see how much I have changed. In the moment you think you know everything about anything that could be of importance to you. Then you take a step back a year later and think...

What the hell was I thinking? What the hell was I wearing...? Who was I? :)

I am a planner... we all know this... and I consistently trying to plan for tomorrow, the next day, the next week, a month from now... even ten years from now. And I struggle with the fact that there is so much unknown out there that I cannot control and plan. But I remind myself as I take a look back... I couldn't plan back in fifth grade where I was going to be in my junior year of college. I can dream. I can wish. I can work hard. I can be dedicated. I can try my very best. And that is when the "plan" that the man above has for me will fall into place.

This week has been a slower week in regards to test and homework and all that fun stuff... but my mind has been going miles per hour trying to grasp the fact that "BIG people" world is a blink away from me. But nonetheless... I have to keep reminding myself to live in the moment (I am not always very good with this)... because tomorrow is going to come whether I want it to or not... and each day is another blessing and opportunity given to me!

All I do know though is... watch out "BIG people" world... Brittany is about to make a grand entrance! Just you wait :)